Today I really feel that miracle come to me and at the same time I feel that God presence is with me, is not like I just notice now but I believe when we face some difficulties and at that time God answer our prayer..it will be different.
Just as a short briefing what I going through until I can say like that. Last wednesday I went to my last class for this term and my lecture give me chance to re-submit my assignment latest by last Friday...so I put my effort to the assignment since I don't want to fail this subject. I had send the assignment right on Friday to the address that my teacher gave.
It's really freak me out when my sister pass me the envelop that supposely reach my teacher address yesterday that means 5 days alredy pass since then. I saw they type the address is unknown...ow man~how can this happen to me.I directly messages my friend and she said better I contact teacher ASAP, even my sis also said the same thing...just call him...the thing is that time already late night. But that time I had sent email to my teacher.
What I scared that time is I will fail the subject if didn't re-submit the assignment. At that night my sister ask me whether I want to join the connect group or not... I can feel the battle in my heart...one side said "no need to go..although u r going but u can't concentrate with what they are sharing..it is just waste ur time..but the other side said "just go...It's the time that you can focus in God..who knows God speak to you something tonight."
In the end I choose to go...and try to ignore my trouble that time...although I know it's really difficult. I know I didn't lose anything while I am there, even I have learn something.
When I coming back from connect group, my heart start worry again...so I just cooked my dinner and cooked other meal for the next day...my sister also my flatmate don't even know I am worry...but I feel that I need to do something to make my worry gone.
Before I sleep, I don't even dare to close my eyes..so finally I choose to pray and read Bible. In my heart I said "maybe God will speak to me about this, even if He doesn't..at least I can pray to Him." I even promise Him that I will start seek Him regularly, not like at the previous time...I just seek Him few days once.
After praying, in my heart i said "yeah...I trust in God...we just learn about Faith..I need to have great Faith about this."
Finally I sleep and at the next morning which is today...I woke up quiet early and can't sleep anymore so I just on the internet...I just hope that my teacher will reply my email this morning, but he didn't...in my heart I said...no way~don't say that I type wrong email address...and it is =.=!!!
After that I just pray and read Bible again
So I had re-sent the email...I wait for 1 hour and he still didn't reply..so I decided to call him
Really praise God that he told me that I had pass his subject although I re-submit it or not...if let say I want to re-submit it..then he cool with it.
I remember what my friend share yesterday..for someone else, this matter maybe just a simple and easy matter but for us it can be something that really important...because we have our own needs and problems.
Really Praise God that His love and blessings never fail.
God bless!
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